Psssttt.... do you know I have not even once set foot in Pavilion KL? So frog under the coconut shell kan? Hehe.

Anyway I have not been feeling well this past few days. I have a fever, my body's aching and a bad sore throat. After three days of swallowing tons of panadol which is so not working by the way I finally went to the doctor. They gave me 3 different medicines to swallow and a sore throat to suck. Ugh tak sedap langsung.

Before I went to the clinic, met up with some old friends for a short dinner. I haven't seen them in a long time. I wanted to cancel actually because tak sihat, but felt guilty. They were all looking forward to it and I missed them so what the heck. Redah je la walaupun demam. Before I went to pick them up, Nana called and ask 'Are you bringing Nisa? I said no. I always invited her but now dah jarang because they don't feel comfortable with her. That's why I always have to divide my time with them. Don't get me wrong ..they got along well but sometimes things can get a little bit tense. Whatever la.

Ok, I'm off to bed. Toodles.

My family from Alor Star came and slept at my house for four days. So I have been busy 'layaning' them. Believe me it's tiring especially when they are kids around. They bully me to take them jalan-jalan. They also likes to follow me everywhere I go even to my college.

As usual, if one of my little cousin is around, there will be a fight.
The yellings, slamming doors, making sarcastic comments, crying and being a drama queen.
God, it's giving me a headache. Why can't my little cousin and nieces get along?

I loathe people who is spiteful. Selfish. Rude. Evil.

Ayah said my little cousin is borderline evil. He can't stand her. I was surprised he said that because Ayah jarang mengata orang. He always kept to himself. He loves to talk but not gossips or mengutuk la.

To ~> Fazril (if you're reading this)

I miss you too. Sangat-sangat :P When are you coming back? I know kau tak balik december ni. So bila laa??

I want my Nando's! :-)

I spent almost the whole day at Mami's house because I missed Amelia. I couldn't go more than 2 days without seeing her cute little face.

I put her to sleep. A bit tiring. She likes people to hold her while she sleeps. And when I put her down to bed she'll cry. Haiyo! Suka kentut plak tu. Hehehe :-)

Should I just sit back and watch you realize the distance between us or should I grab you by the shoulders and say "I'm your best friend. I was your best friend."

My sister just called me a bitch. I cannot believe her. How rude that little brat!

She just slammed the door and went to Mama's room. Manja! Of course Mama will say it's my fault. I'm always the devil and she's the angel. Hah! Fuckin' hyprocrite that stupid two-faced brat.

Ugh I'm so mad I feel like punching her face. Hard.

Have you ever reached out for someone, only to find that they're too busy or too absorbed in their life or whatever to care?

I have.

I was always there for you. ALWAYS. So for once, why can't you return the favor? Why can't you be there for me when I need you to? You don't even care. Next time you need help, go ask your new best friend.

I'm always the last resort when your new friends are busy or working. Don't think I don't know that. I'm not stupid you know.

Puteri Amelia Jasmine

Today's presentation suck. I wanted to do a website and instead they ask me to do Iklan bersiri. Damn damn.

So anyway, I went to Parade with my family. Had dinner at TGI Friday's. Ayah's treat since it's my birthday today. Monday was Mama's birthday. Usually every year we would celebrate at home. We'll have BBQ and invite Kak Nina's family. But since Kak Nina dalam pantang and my sister ada SPM so susah sikit.

My gedik sis :P

My ever grumpy Mama

Malu-malu kucing konon!

Hmm?

Yummy! :P

My sirloin steak yang tak sedap mana pun. Huhu.

Unfortunately the desserts are not Halal. Bugger.

I just got back from Mersing. Spent the night there with my parents. I drove from Pagoh to Subang. Gila penat. Plus with Ayah warning me not to drive more than 120km/h or 'watch out' or 'don't stay too close. that is call tailgate my dear daughter' or 'cuba jangan dok kat fast lane. asyik nak memotong je kerja. we are not in a hurry' yadda yadda. Ada je komen dia. Bloody tension. Huhu :P

Now I need to do the damn proposals. So lazy.

I don't feel good right now. I feel like I'm having a fever. I hope not. So not the time. Tomorrow I have to go to JB. There's a wedding and my parents need a driver who happens to be me *rolls eyes*. I hope by tomorrow I will feel well. I already take some medicine and drank some Bali limau. Hmm delicious :P

I didn't get to see my cousin and her cute adorable little baby today. I've been seeing them everyday and rasa pelik bila tak jumpa. I have to see them tomorrow before going to JB.

I was browsing the net, minding my own business when I came across this awesome website. Look how it turned out to be! Oh I like. Weeeeee~

I have a new niece. Weeeeeeee ~

I'm so happy. Was born at 3.57pm and weigh 3.03kg. Ringan je. Sangat cute. And fair :-) hehehe

Mami and I was the first one there. We arrived around 3.30pm and waited around half an hour. We didn't get to see them right away though. Only Megat je.

Finally got to see Kak Nina pukul 5 lebih. I was there until 8pm. Then went home and then my sister pulak balik from tuition pukul 8.40pm. Merajuk tak dapat pegi .. my parents left her. So sapa yang jadi mangsa bawak dia pi sana? ME !! Haiyo~

Now I just got back. Been out of the house since early in the morning. Damn tired. I think I'm going to sleep now. Toodles~

P/S: I hope my cousin named her Puteri Amelia Jasmin instead of Puteri Amelia je.

I feel like screaming but I don't know what to say.
I feel like crying but I don't know what's the purpose.
I feel like laughing but I don't have the energy to.

I hope I am able to do my project after this so that I can graduate next year. Oh pls pls.
Harap-harap result ok.