Last weekend was fun. Spent some quality time with my family. On Saturday we went to Mami's house. Had dinner at the patio. The weather was cool and breezy. Amelia was our usual entertainer. Gosh she looked like she's high on sugar all the time. She's witty too. The next day also another dinner but at Dome. Great food, awesome company. Basically from Friday to Monday, I had an awesome time.

I ditched class to spent time with my family yet again. It was very tiring. Had a full day. We woke up early because we need to renew our passport. The plan was to do exactly that and then they send me to class. I was thinking of not going actually then Mama lectured me that's not a good habit, yadda yadda. Later when we got home she changed her mind. She herself told me to ditched class. Fickle minded much? Hehehe. I don't mind though. Spent the rest of our day at Garden and Midvalley. Watched another movie that day. I cannot believe Ayah willingly watched a chick lit movie with us. As usual when spending time together there will lots of teasing, laughter, whining, complaining and of course quarreling. Tak sah kalau tak gaduh. Huhu. We dropped by TGI Friday's at Garden to see my friend since she's working there. She belanja us some delicious appetizer. Yummy~

I cannot wait for next weekend during Deepavali. My relatives are coming from Alor Star. Not only that, that particular weekend there's going to be a BBQ Party for Amelia. She's going to be two years old. This time the party will be low key which I prefer.

CAN'T WAIT.

My birthday's coming up along with Mama. This year we are not going to do a BBQ dinner. Pity. Almost every year we do that but since Kak Nina dah buat, takpelah.

As for presents, I want Chanel perfume, Mama ....pleaseeeeeeeeee with marshmallow on top? Hmm ..now I'm craving hot chocolate.

Currently stressed doing assignments. I can't wait for everything to be over. So many things to look forward to. For example Kak Nina is going to give birth in the middle of December. Then two days after Christmas I'm off to Gold Coast until after New Year. Yayy :-D

'What Could Have Been'

Silent wishes left unspoken,

my heart once full of love, now lies broken.

What could have been, I know will never be.

So clear now, you've never belonged to me.

My heart once full of hope, is no longer able to cope,

when the bond between us has been so completely broke.

No, what could have been, between you and me, I know now will never be.

The minute I got home, standing outside my gate I can hear laughter's. They were loud and definitely having a great time. I can see Mama happily laughing with her friends. I’m glad to see that. The past few weeks she has been so stressed with her work. Coming home late at night, sometimes midnight. It’s a good way to de-stress.

Anyway, I had a great time going out with Fazril and Nisa. Hope in the near future kita keluar lagi. This time bawak Nana. Sian tak dapat ikut :(

Honestly, I love writing. But sometimes writing gives me a headache and I struggled on what to write. Currently I have two projects and three assignments. What I really hate is create and design a story using pictures and symbols but no words. Gosh it’s hard enough to create a story that is totally original but to do a story board? Either you find a picture or draw. I hate drawings! I was never good at it. Hmmm …

Moving on ..

Two days ago we had a BBQ Night at Kelana Parkview. It was fun. Great companies and awesome food. The air was cool and breezy. In the beginning I was pissed off with a few of them. It’s best I don’t mention their name. I really really feel like slapping the hell out of them. Rude, selfish, inconsiderate people. My other friend was so angry she nearly cried. Guess it’s combined with stress and not enough time and help. Luckily the others were very helpful. Never ever rely on them again. Lesson learned.

I spent the day with Amy, Kak Nina and Megat last weekend. As usual I had a great time.

She's so entertaining. There's always new things to discover when it comes to her. Like new dance robot, new song, new words. She likes to ask so many questions. And when someone responds, she replies with 'Oh' Everything 'Oh' ..The other time I was mentioning someone to Kak Nina and Amy goes 'Budak-budak'. She's smart. Knows the right words in the right situation.

I missed her already. Love spinning her around. She'll go screaming 'Otoman'.

A song playing in the background
Every lyric reminding me of you
Memories running through my mind
So many things I wish you knew

Every time I saw you
My heart beats faster
The more I was around you
The more you stayed in my mind.

Every night I lay in bed thinking of you
Even when I’m sleeping I dreamed of you
I remember every sweet memories
Those are precious to me

If only I said yes
Who knows maybe
You would still be here
Now I will never know

I was a coward
Never want to take a chance
Afraid to get my heart broken
Now I stand here alone.