http://alialala.blogspot.com ----to---- http://boredomandcompleterandomness.blogspot.com/

I might change it again.

There's a saying where if you love something, let it go. If it's meant to be, it will come back. What if it doesn't come back? Guess it's not meant to be.

Have you ever truly love something and you let it go? I did. I was a coward. I love my heart more than I love him. I was so afraid to get my heart broken. Although my heart was broken enough to watch his happiness. I've witnessed what love can do to you. It's a horrible sight. Not to mention crazy. I just don't want to be that person. I don't trust myself enough.

The only comfort I found out of this situation was that he liked me back. That's all that matters. Even for a little while. At least at one point he does. I was the idiot who said no no matter how many times he asked at the time.

Earlier my cousin sent me a message. She asked me to download a song from Adele - Someone Like You. She said, the song reminds her of me. And it fits. Except, I do not want to witness his happiness or being reminded of him. That part in my life is over. Done. Locked away.