My family. My Life.

I'm gonna kill whoever parked their cars in front my house and my gate! I don't think it was the keling opposite my house. But whoever it was memang rude gila!! I thought it was only temporary but until now still there.

Dahlah selalu berebut parking dengan keling depan rumah now ada orang suka hati mak bapak dia je parking depan GATE plak tu! Ughhhh thank God my plan cancelled. Kalau tak memang tak boleh keluar since adik is using the other car.

I'm exhausted! So many people came by today. From morning until after maghrib non stop. My maid cooked mee kuah and nasi tomato. Yummy!!

Amelia's first Raya. In two months time she's going to be 1 years old. Can't wait for her birthday party. Hehe.

I spent the whole day at Kak Nina's house. I bought breakfast from Darussalam. Gila pedas sambal dia! Then around 5pm we all went to Kak Nisa's house then Mami's house. Our uncle and cousins are all there already. I had Mami's infamous kuah kacang. DELICIOUS! Every year I look forward to it. Sedap hingga menjilat jari. Hehe. Normally I ate it with roti je because I don't like nasi impit/ketupat. But ketupat palas okay la. At first malu2 kucing la nak ambik because there was so many people. I ended up ambik kat dapur. Lagi best because it was still hot. Yummy. Kak Nina said tak malunya ambik kat belakang. Yea yea so what? I love it. Bukan selalu dapat.

Tomorrow my family and I are off to Johor. Damn sure kena drive punya. Hopefully there's not many cars.

Being best friends is a two way street and I’m sick and tired of trying to hang on to something that isn’t there anymore.

The Thiness Of Ice by Liz Loxley

‘At first we’ll meet as friends

(Though secretly I’ll be hoping

we’ll become much more

and hoping that you’re hoping that too)

‘At first we’ll be like skaters

testing the thickness of ice

(with each meeting

we’ll skate nearer the centre of the lake)

‘Later we will become less anxious to impress

less eager than the skater going for gold.

(The triple jumps and spins

will become an old routine,

we will become content with simple movements).

‘Later we will not notice the steady thaw,

the creeping cracks will be ignored.

(And one day when the ice gives way

we will scramble to save ourselves

and not each other)

‘Last of all we’ll meet as acquaintances

(though secretly we’ll be enemies,

hurt by missing out on a medal,

jealous of new partners)

‘Last of all we’ll be like children

Having learnt the thinness of ice,

(Though secretly, perhaps, we may be hoping,

to break the ice between us

and meet again as friends)’

The problem with trying to forget your past is that no matter how much time passes you can never truly outrun it. Eventually you will be reminded. Whether it is a name, a scent, or a written letter, for one miniscule second you’ll be transported back to a time when things were perfect ..or not so perfect. Depend on how you look at it.

love bites.
when you get the 'mights' from people.
you know it's not worth it.
it's just hell on earth if you keep pretending.

maybe.
just maybe, you'll find someone.
until then the sun will shine.
but not brightly.
love bites.

You are such a P.I.T.A.

Pain in the ass!