Don't start searching for something bad in something good. Start searching for something good in everything bad.

Yes Allah, clear up all my negative thoughts. I do not want to live in hatred and other negative feelings.

Why do people love picking out my faults and magnifies them?

I so did not expect to see him today but I did. And I'm very happy :DD

I had a fabulous time last Sunday. In fact, the whole weekend was fantabulous! Spending time with my family is always the best. Pak Tam and Mak Tam came down to KL and stayed a few days at my house. Even my cousins. That means, Hafsham mini gathering. Even though everyone was busy but we managed to take time off and just enjoy spending time with the rest.

The most memorable was the trip to Bird Park. That particular day was Kak Nina's birthday. Birthday girl decided to spend the day at Bird Park because Amy has never been there before. I love going there and see all the colourful birds. There's only one part that I hate - weather. Damn HOT and HUMID! I cannot stand it! But what to do ...Malaysian weather memang macam ni.

Nice huh? Proud as a peacock.


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When Pak Tam and Mak Tam was here.


Ayah's birthday dinner.


Family is ♥♥♥♥

When I'm feeling low ...I listen to this song. It describes exactly what I'm feeling. Sometimes I cry, just to let it all out. I feel better after that, somewhat.

Get It Right - Rachel (GLEE)

What have I done? I wish I could run
Away from this ship goin' under
Just tryin' to help, hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight
Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through thisWhat can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight
So I throw up my fist
I will punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send out a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

Dear stupid hair,

Hey stupid hair how’s it going? Having a lot of fun, I presume? What with all the breaking out you've been doing. I mean really do you have to grow so much and out of control like some kind of virus? I know we haven't been the best of friends. And I've fought you tooth and nail everytime you decided it's time for another batch of dandruffs especially dalam keadaan kemarau skang ni. Lagilah kau nak tumbuh dengan begitu banyak sekali! I really thought I had it under control because you no longer appear on my freakin’ hair. You must be happy watching me go crazy. I've slapped on almost every product available out there in the market for dandruff control. God knows how many chemicals I've smothered you in. But you would always win. I remember this one time I wanted to scrape you off so bad with my fingernails and I didn't wanna go out of the house. It was very frustrating and you make me very self-conscious. You must’ve been laughing your head off with glee every single freakin’ time I broke down! Damn you stupid hair. You are like chipsmore. Kejap ada kejap takda. I loathe you.

I closed my eyes but for some reason saw something else besides the darkness of my eyelids. A stranger in the abyss.