The food prices in Malaysia are frustratingly high! Sometimes the food is not even good, totally not worth the money.

Anyway, I've been getting headaches literally every single day. Sometimes its bearable, sometimes its worse until my vision was blurry. Finally went to the doctor yesterday. Couldn't stand my Mom's nagging. I hate going there, seriously! She said it was probably because of the heat. Yeah right. Takkan la sampai hari-hari kot. Bukannya berjemur kat tengah panas pun. We'll see after a few days. If not, Mama said have to do checkups at the hospital complete with MRI. God I hope not! Rasa macam masuk kubur. Scary mary!

It's like pouring lemon juice on open wounds.

To be honest, I am very pissed off and hurt for what she did to me. Or rather they but more specifically her. Okay I am not making any sense. My thoughts and feelings are all jumbled up.

I just ...well I wish I could take it back. I wish I said no. NO to everything. So I don't have to feel this awful feeling right now.

You gave me hope ..supposedly everything was arranged and then suddenly ..?? Poof ..nothing. Zilch. Nada.

I fell down the stairs. It was raining and the floor was wet. I guess I wasn't careful enough, so the result? Fell down the freakin' stairs. I had bruises on my left arm. It was painful! Next time have to take extra care when walking down the stairs or anywhere that has wet floors.