I've been trying to teach Amelia to say my name for months already. The closest she get was 'Lala'. Where did she get that name from pun I tak tau ler. Then my cousin saja nak kenakan me teach Amelia to call me Papau. That one only took a day. Ni semua Kak Nina punya pasal :~( I'm not angry just a bit annoyed.

I watched New Moon last weekend with Kak Nina and Megat. I was so excited and could hardly contain myself from jumping up and down because I've already read all the books and freakin' loveee it! But sadly to say I hardly enjoyed it. Only after the wolves showed up only it get slightly better. I fell asleep for a few minutes I think when my sister elbowed me. She was annoyed I ignored her. Seriously the movie was not what I expected it to be. Different from the book I can accept but it was so boring and slow. Twilight was way better. You should see my cousin complaining and mocking Bella especially Megat. Sampai sekarang dia ungkit. He said Bella is a selfish bitch and not matured enough. As for Edward, well he kept on saying 'Heesh orang tua ni'. LOL it was funny to see him like that.

Anyway the 'weather' is calm now. But the storm is still there lingering, hiding behind the heavy dark clouds waiting for the opportunity to come out.

Today has been the worst day of my life. One minute everything was fine, we were talking and laughing, next they started fighting. It had gotten so bad that he decided to turn around and headed back home. We were already on our way back to Johor. He was just so angry and I was scared to even look at him. He snaps at everyone. He made my sister and Mama cry. Even I cry! But not until we are safely back home.

When my Dad decided to turn back home I told him that I still want to go to Johor. Said I was welcomed to. On the way back we stop by Dengkil because there was something wrong with the tyre. I could see my parents fighting outside. It got quite bad that I was afraid he's going to hit her. I swear if he did I'm gonna hit him back! You don't ever put your hands on a woman.

Did you know he fell down just now? He was bleeding. I tried to help him and he just pushed me off. While I was driving I kept checking on him through the rear view mirror. He was closing his eyes. I think it was really painful. I don’t think he can eat properly for awhile. His mouth was bruising quite badly. Luckily tak patah gigi.

Gosh I don't know what to do now. Everything happened so fast. I don't want to see them fighting anymore.

I had a great time with my college friends today. We spent our day in One Utama. On the way there we got lost. I forgot the way if it's from Kelana Jaya. Normally I used the airport road and lalu tol.

Then while walking around I ran into Syaza and Liana. Sempat Syaza suruh shooting for her competition. Hehehe.

I'm so exhausted now. Not to mention full. We ate Italiannies and ice cream.

I was reading a story from fanfiction when there was this quotes I read.

"A large income is the best recipe for happiness I ever heard of." – Jane Austen

“A large income is the only thing a woman wants from a man.” – Draco Malfoy

“A large income isn’t important in a relationship, but it doesn’t hurt.” – Hermione Granger.

It got me thinking. Which one would you choose? As for me I chose the first one. Not to be materialistic or me being a shallow person but money is important in your life. Everything requires money and most of them are expensive. Sometimes love only is not enough. You will never survive in the long run. Trust me I would know that from experience.

This is Kate Hudson in the movie "Nine". I saw the trailer and can't wait to watch it. She looked gorgeous and I love her dancing and cheeky smile. Her voice are not that bad too :)

It's my birthday today. I turned twenty two this year. Honestly, not much difference than being twenty-one. Although it did made me think about life and aging, a little bit. Hahaha macam la tua sangat.

As for celebration, we are doing a BBQ dinner this Saturday. Mami and Kak Nina's family je datang. Every year they always celebrate with us :)

Finals next week. Damn.

…..Walking through life unnoticed, knowing that no one cares. Too consumed in their masquerade no one sees her there…..

Since today is Mama's birthday, we went to TGI's Friday to celebrate. Later Kak Nina's family joined us. She called me earlier to inform me that she's coming to surprise Mama. Mama was so happy especially when Amelia's there. Now she liked to mimic Tok Su's cough. Everytime we ask 'Tok Su batuk macamana?' She'll respond' ahak ahak'. Did I mention she loves to bat her eyelashes to other people or smile at them? Very flirty. hehehe.

Looking forward to Saturday. Spending time with family celebrating my and Mama's birthday. I can't wait. Hopefully nobody will ask about my non existant boyfriend.

Happy Birthday Mama. I love you very much.

When I woke up this morning I realized I have pimples. All over my forehead. What the hell? I rarely have pimples and even if I do, only one or two. I usually have blackhead or whitehead. Was it because of the cream I used? Maybe it's not suitable for me.

Oh I finally convinced Mama to do a mini BBQ at our house. At first she was a bit reluctant because she wanted to make something else but I managed to convince her :) Kak Nina is going to be mad. She wanted to celebrate my and Mama's birthday at her house. But Mama doesn't want to because Maktok will be left out. Kesian Maktok nanti tinggal sorang2. This weekend dia kena tinggal because she wasn't invited takkan next week nak tinggal lagi pulak. Hmm tak patut tak patut ;)

Chirp chirp chirp ...

Everday I woke up to that sound near my window. They just love to chirp chirp chirp.

I had a great time yesterday. I hang out with my friends first at Subang Parade. We had Nando's for brunch. Then at 1pm I went to Kak Nina's house. Party starts at 3pm and I tolong apa patut. Oh jadi runner sekejap, everytime ais or sunquick habis. Nasib baik speedmart dekat. Birthday girl comel sangat. And I love the cake. So beautifully decorated and yummy. Amelia cried a little when we sang 'Happy Birthday'. I think she's overwhelmed. Hehehe. Ada la jugak merengek especially bila strangers pegang dia. Certain people je boleh dukung like me. Hehehe. Overall she behaved as long as you don't kerumun her. She's a bit reserved like Bapak. Kalau takda orang, bising betul. She'll scream, laugh, smile, bob her head to her fav songs etc. So cute!

Anyway, I stayed there until 9++. I wanted to go back home early but Kak Nina tak bagi. Asked us to stay on sampai semua orang balik. I almost dozed off but thank God tak terlelap. Malu jer nanti.

Oh and there's this kid who thought my Mom was 60 years old. I laugh so hard when I heard that. Should see the look on Mama's face. Funny gila. Terbeliak mata dia. I think she was horrified. But the kid was really nice though and shy but he loves to talk. Mama adore dia sangat2. Said he's handsome and polite especially for his age. He talks about his parents separation and that they are going to get divorced soon. Selamba je muka. We felt a bit awkward when he mentioned that. Cepat2 tukar topic. That's when I ask him to teka my Mom's age. It was the first thing that came to my mind. He was like 'Hmm 40 ..50 ..60? LOL. Damn funny.

Anyway Amelia got so many presents. Educational stuff, toys, clothes etc. Some of the clothes was too big on her as Amelia is quite small for her age. When we got home almost everyone went to sleep immediately. It was a tiring but fun day.

I ate roti jala and kari ayam while watching The Nanny. So yummy. Lama tak makan.

So anyway, I decided to do a mini BBQ party for my and Mama's birthday. We only invited Mami and Kak Nina's family. Every year we do the same except for last year, we went to TGI's. But this year Kak Nina decided to do the party at her house. She said she'll cooked. Hehehe can you believe that? But I'm more interested in her deserts. Sangat delicious!! She made tiramisu cake for my birthday the last time.

I'm a bit stressed out now. My exam is on the 17th until 25th. Hopefully I pass with flying colours especially in Meriam's subject ~> Introduction to Language and Linguistic and Academic and Professional Discourse.

Happy 1st birthday Amelia :)

Amelia did the sweetest thing today. I was holding her on my lap when she turned around and faced me. Then suddenly she tried to grab my specs. I was startled and nearly yelled at her, luckily I didn't. I was like 'Hep. No Amy2'. She was feeling a bit guilty I think because after that she grabbed my shoulders and tried to kissed my cheek. I resisted it at first. But she kept on trying and gave me the biggest wet sloppy kiss. Then she smiled her cute dimple smile.

Now I'm trying to teach her to say my name. But instead of Aunty Lia or Alia or Lia, she called me Lala. Ugh oh all names. One more thing, she called me 'Apau'. Only once thank God. Hopefully she won't repeat it ever.

Gosh this girl is smart trying to imitate every sound. Clever girl Amy2.

I spent the majority of my day at my Auntie's salun. Haven't been there in quite some time. The three of us (me, Mama and my sis) buat facial and massage. I'm not so fond of massages because 1. I'm very ticklish, 2. It was painful. But after that rasa legaaaa sangat. Kak Jenny said I have a lot tension in my body and I need to let it all out.

I felt a lot better now. I might do it again sometime. Tu pun kalau sanggup tahan sakit. Hehehe. But then kalau selalu buat lama-lama dah tak sakit. Hmm we shall see.