I'm torn between two sides. Both sides means the world to me. I love each and every one of them.

I'm addicted to The Nanny. I've been watching it everyday since last year. And now since I'm living in the apartment lagilah tengok. This is all my sister's fault! She got me into this. At first I hate watching it because Nanny Fine's voice is annoying but somehow now I find it adorable. LOL. Okay, back to watching the show. Tata ..

Wait, did I mention that I almost got hit by a car when I was driving at USJ4?

Did I also mention that just now Maktok was upside down in her bed? How she end up like that I do not know. Lepas tu tadi dia tak nak makan langsung and when Adik tanya dia jawab 'tu ...dia tak bagi Maktok makan.' Muka punyalah innocent. Hehehehe.

I'm done. Done making efforts.

She's 5 months old now. Comel sangat.

I didn't know moving could be so much hassle. I seriously have a lot of junk. Tu pun banyak dah buang. And it was so tiring and stressful having to go back and forth. Anyway the contractor is coming to our new house tomorrow. Hopefully takda masalah and cepat siap all the renovations.

Mama belanja my sister and I thai massage today. It was our first time. It was heaven. I love it! I definitely want to go there again. The place was called Arokaya House opposite Tarbush Restaurant at Pyramid.

The doctor suspected Abang Jal has a dengue or virus infection because his was fever was really high. I really hope both isn't true.

Guess what? My maid ran away earlier this evening. Puncanya? My grandma of course. Seriously why the hell can't she keep her bloody mouth shut? Why must she condemn people? Sakitkan hati orang? I'm getting sick of this. Dah penat sangat nak deal dengan dia. Macam-macam masalah. Dah berapa banyak maid yang lari sebab tak tahan dengan perangai dia? No wonder people call her General. Ingat murah ke nak hire a maid? Expensive tau. How many maids have lived with her? More than 5! And ni bukan maid dia yang lari tapi Mama's.

I was in the bathroom when I got the news that my maid ran away. The other maid told me. I wanted to chase after her but my car broke down and Ayah's not at home so I cannot borrow his car. Ugh, I was so angry that I almost went to my grandma's room to shout at her. After all it was her fault. Why the hell does she have to be so mean? She always make the two maids cry.

Everybody has their own limit and I guess my maid has reached her highest limit. Who wouldn't? Even I, myself cannot tahan her sometimes. Normally I'll just stay out of her way, only talking if necessary. I used to quarrel with her all the time back when she was still in Alor Star. Now since she's been living with us my parents warned me to behave. They know I'm a very hot temper person.

We're moving in a couple of days and this will be a problem. A big one. Also I cannot imagine her living in the apartment for 2-3 months. Wheelchair+tiny bathroom+master bedroom= moody Maktok. This is so not good.

I still cannot eat spicy food. When we went to celebrate Kak Nina's birthday, I thought nobody would saw me sneak in a little bit of chilli sauce but of course my annoying little sister saw it and she was like 'ha, alia tak boleh makan pedas' bla bla. Bukan pedas mana pun. Hmmph.

Anyway today ..or should I say yesterday I went to see David Archuletta's concert with Syaza and her sisters. At first I wasn't really keen on going but since the ticket was free I thought I'd just go. He's not bad and can definitely sings live. He came an hour late. Hmm typical artist.

After that I went back home, had a quick shower then meet up with Mama and adik. Oh Kak Nina and Su Zen pun ada. Too bad Amelia's not there with them. Then went straight to KLIA to pick up Ayah. Overall I had a very fun and tiring day.

:)

I went to Pyramid twice today. Watched Little Miss Shopaholic. Hilarious! I laugh my ass off watching it. Then after maghrib went there again to celebrate Kak Nina's birthday at Tarbush Restaurant. Not really my kind of food but okay la. The place was nice.

Birthday girl/mom

Everybody has been reminding me not to eat spicy food. Atleast wait until I'm better. I get it ok?
No spicy food :( Stop reminding me. It's annoying. Ugh!!! Even my Dad who is in Australia right now keep on reminding me! Now that my back is okay penyakit lain pulak datang. Macam-macam.

I went to watch He's just not that into you. Not bad. Oh crap tak makan ubat lagi. Mama's gonna kill me. Later!

My back is killing me. Make it stop! I couldn't sleep properly and because of it I got massive headaches. And what irritates me the most is that sometimes my back is fine and sometimes not. It depends on what I do.

Since we're moving soon I've been packing like crazy. I'll be moving twice. The apartment then the new house. Double pain on my back. Ugh!

No matter how angry or how hurt I am with her, she is still my best friend. I don't want to see her hurt or sad. She's been through so much already.

The mind has a funny way of working. The more you don’t want to think about something, the more you do. It’s like a bad memory. Bad memories are always so easy to remember but you hardly ever remember the good ones.