"People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain." ~Jim Morrison.

While I loved celebrating my birthday, I loved seeing all of my family and friends even more. I got presents from them although I didn’t asked. But I love it anyway :-D I honestly just wanted to celebrate and spend time with them.

Thank you so much for the lovely presents you guys.

These past few days have been wonderful. Delicious food and great company, especially last night. So much laughter, gossiping and reminiscing the past. I haven’t laughed so hard IN ages!

Once again, thank you for the wonderful wishes, great time and lovely presents.

Sometimes when I remember certain flashbacks about my past with friends and especially family, it brings tears to my eyes. Good memories, sad memories, tragic memories, all these memories made me cry.

I am reminded about this particular memory that happened somewhere in the middle year if I’m not mistaken and I just cry. I wish I will never witness that again.

Happy birthday Puteri Amelia! Aunty Lia loves you very much~

I just got back from the clinic. Stupid gastric! Making me uncomfortable and in pain.

Not only that I'm pissed off!! SANGAT PISSED OFF. Who the fuck are you calling me bitch? Why are you so jealous? He's my friend. He's your boy friend. I get that but I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING to overstep any boundaries. I'm not a slut or homewrecker. Besides I'm not interested in him AT ALL. Ewwww ....~

Sampai nak sound2 plak lepas ni kalau aku 'melampau', since sekarang aku belum sampai tahap melampau. GO TO HELL la. Berani sound la. Aku pun boleh sound kau gak sebab perangai tu menyusahkan orang lain! Kalau buat perangai buruk tak menyusahkan orang tu takpe gak. Ni menyakitkan hati DAN menyusahkan!

I smelled like baby puke. Farhan puked on me three times. So I have to change my shirt a number of times. Ughh yuck~ Nasib baik sayang. *sigh*

Saturday and Sunday was GREAT! From The Curve to Parade then to Empire to Pyramid, surrounded by people that meant a great deal to me. It was really fun. Definitely de-stress myself from all the stress I’ve been having lately.

Last night was Amelia pre-birthday celebration. We celebrate her birthday at Mantra, Pyramid. I love the butter chicken. Always been my favorite. As always awesome company delicious food.

Anyway, Mama bought me Bvlgari perfume :-DD Sangat happy!! Initially I wanted Chanel, but I changed my mind. I can always buy it later.

My early present from Mama :-D

Queen Rock n Roll from Theobroma Chocolate Lounge. OMG delicious.