It's been awhile since I actually pick up the phone and call my best friend to rant. Normally if I'm upset, angry or happy, I would wait until our usual Friday meetup to talk. But this time I really can't stand it. It felt good to talked about it. Kesian Nisa, I really poured my heart out to her.

Thanks for listening.

No matter how old I get, I will always want Mama when I don't feel good especially when you are terribly sick. I even go as far as sleeping in the same room and same bed with her. Sometimes Ayah has to sleep on the couch :P

His call put a smile on my face. Definitely brighten up my day.

:D

People always say time heals all wounds … I don't agree with that. I believe it requires more than time, and the wounds don't disappear in a month, or a year, or even more … if they ever do. It requires work to give you a better way of dealing with the wounds, to help stitch yourself back together. No one can do it for you.

I miss you.

I miss you so so much.

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
He's only a friend, and nothing else'
That's the lie you keep telling yourself.
You keep on saying he's just a bud,
But deep inside, you're falling in love...

It rained when I woke up in the morning and instead of turning back and going to sleep in that bliss of a weather, I trudged the heavy traffic with a heavy heart. How I wish I could be in bed, slumbering away until .....well...until I feel like waking up.

I fell for you, you didn't know.
I cared for you, you know it's true.
I cried for you , truly it's you but when I'll let you go,
it's because you can never love me the way I do.. 

Dear you,

I miss you. I haven't seen you in awhile. I wish I could see you soon.

Sincerely,
Me

To be honest, adult learners are more challenging than the young learners. Children tend to absorb far better like a sponge. As for adult learners, they give me a headache sometimes. Not only that, their body odor are just terrible. Sometimes I feel like fainting from the lack of air because I tend to hold my breathe.

Adult learners don't capture or absorb things easily. They need time and lots and lots of drilling and repetition. I'm not saying that I'm good or anything, it's just that, they really test my patience. Wanna know why? Some of them are just there for something else. Most of them do not want to learn. Grrr ...

Someday, I want to become like Nailah Al-Farafishah, wife of Uthman Al-Affan RA.

InsyaAllah.

My first day of internship sucks like donkey kong. Sheesh, how the hell nak boost my pointer? I may got all A's for my last three subjects but it's all A-. So pointer naik sikit bangat! Sedih :~(

Everyone, and I mean everyone thought I was Chinese. Adoiii ...

Signing off.

Gosh what a day! My morning started with a smile on my face because I was excited to go on a picnic with my family and best friends. But later when we reached there, suddenly my day started getting dark, like literally. I did blacked out for a minute or two. My vision was blurry and everything was bluish green. I puked twice, bleugh..Not at all what I expected. I seriously feel like dying. I even mengucap dua khalimah syahadah because I thought I was going to die. My Mom had a field day laughing at me. I didn't think it was going to be so far up. There was hundreds and hundreds of stairs!

Even though I had a bad experience, I still want to look on the bright side. I get to spend my time with my loved ones. The people I care about are there. We had a jolly time. I definitely want to do this again and again. But never on this place ever again. Maybe when I am fit enough. Somewhere beachy and has lots of sands perhaps? Amy would not like it though. Hehehe

Next mission: Do more exercises. Instead of just using the cross trainer alone, maybe I should get on the treadmill too. Usually I am just too lazy to get on both. I would prefer to use one for hours. Hmmm ....

Imagine curling up on that lounge chair overlooking the water while sipping on your Ice Peach Tea and reading your favorite book. HEAVEN on earth!

The last time I had my facial was a year ago. So last weekend I decided to do it again after so long. I went to this place at The Strand with my Mom. It was horrible! Painful! Ugh, by the end of it, tears were streaming out of my eyes. The worse part was my Mom. She was having loads of fun laughing at my expense :( Memang tak patut. The pain was unbearable. Oh well ..at least she make up for it by having lunch at Ayers Rock. Yummy! :D

Yesterday, our family had dinner at Kak Nina's place. As usual, Amy was the entertainer. I swear the things she said always made me laugh. Even amazed me sometimes. You never know what's going to come out of her mouth. It's refreshing! She also doesn't stop talking. Pot pet pot pet tak habis. Now I have 2 Kak Nina's to deal with. LOL. Just kidding.