I am sitting in my parents room playing with my laptop while listening to my cousin babbling on the phone with Mama for the past 20 minutes. Kesian Mama. She looked a bit stressed out. I can even hear half of what he said because he talked so loud. Seriously when he starts talking he won't be able to shut up. Especially when he's angry. I'm a little scared of him sometimes. Two weeks ago I had to listen to him rant about something while eating. The conversation went on sampai ke kereta dan rumah. He really does have a lot of anger that sometimes I'm worried about him. It's not healthy to have so much anger. You could get a heart attack or something.

One thing about my cousin is that he's very protective when it comes to the people he cares about. So when people tries to hurt them, he'll get very angry. You know like a mother protecting her cubs. He won't care about anything else. I appreciate what he has done to my mother but still, we're family. Related to each other. I don't want my family to fight. Once we fight susah nak baik semula. It will take years and I'm not willing to go through that because I love them so much. And I definitely don't want to choose sides. I know they won't ask for it but still sides would be taken and lines would be drawn.