It's been awhile since I actually pick up the phone and call my best friend to rant. Normally if I'm upset, angry or happy, I would wait until our usual Friday meetup to talk. But this time I really can't stand it. It felt good to talked about it. Kesian Nisa, I really poured my heart out to her.

Thanks for listening.

No matter how old I get, I will always want Mama when I don't feel good especially when you are terribly sick. I even go as far as sleeping in the same room and same bed with her. Sometimes Ayah has to sleep on the couch :P

His call put a smile on my face. Definitely brighten up my day.

:D

People always say time heals all wounds … I don't agree with that. I believe it requires more than time, and the wounds don't disappear in a month, or a year, or even more … if they ever do. It requires work to give you a better way of dealing with the wounds, to help stitch yourself back together. No one can do it for you.

I miss you.

I miss you so so much.

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
He's only a friend, and nothing else'
That's the lie you keep telling yourself.
You keep on saying he's just a bud,
But deep inside, you're falling in love...

It rained when I woke up in the morning and instead of turning back and going to sleep in that bliss of a weather, I trudged the heavy traffic with a heavy heart. How I wish I could be in bed, slumbering away until .....well...until I feel like waking up.

I fell for you, you didn't know.
I cared for you, you know it's true.
I cried for you , truly it's you but when I'll let you go,
it's because you can never love me the way I do..