Gosh what a day! My morning started with a smile on my face because I was excited to go on a picnic with my family and best friends. But later when we reached there, suddenly my day started getting dark, like literally. I did blacked out for a minute or two. My vision was blurry and everything was bluish green. I puked twice, bleugh..Not at all what I expected. I seriously feel like dying. I even mengucap dua khalimah syahadah because I thought I was going to die. My Mom had a field day laughing at me. I didn't think it was going to be so far up. There was hundreds and hundreds of stairs!

Even though I had a bad experience, I still want to look on the bright side. I get to spend my time with my loved ones. The people I care about are there. We had a jolly time. I definitely want to do this again and again. But never on this place ever again. Maybe when I am fit enough. Somewhere beachy and has lots of sands perhaps? Amy would not like it though. Hehehe

Next mission: Do more exercises. Instead of just using the cross trainer alone, maybe I should get on the treadmill too. Usually I am just too lazy to get on both. I would prefer to use one for hours. Hmmm ....

Imagine curling up on that lounge chair overlooking the water while sipping on your Ice Peach Tea and reading your favorite book. HEAVEN on earth!

The last time I had my facial was a year ago. So last weekend I decided to do it again after so long. I went to this place at The Strand with my Mom. It was horrible! Painful! Ugh, by the end of it, tears were streaming out of my eyes. The worse part was my Mom. She was having loads of fun laughing at my expense :( Memang tak patut. The pain was unbearable. Oh well ..at least she make up for it by having lunch at Ayers Rock. Yummy! :D

Yesterday, our family had dinner at Kak Nina's place. As usual, Amy was the entertainer. I swear the things she said always made me laugh. Even amazed me sometimes. You never know what's going to come out of her mouth. It's refreshing! She also doesn't stop talking. Pot pet pot pet tak habis. Now I have 2 Kak Nina's to deal with. LOL. Just kidding.

During this time last year, I was at Gold Coast having a vacation with my family. Also, I would be at my apartment lounging by the balcony watching the waves, crowd having a jolly time and of course, FIREWORKS! Only my parents went out, my sister and I just sit at the apartment. I was dead beat after all the fun I had. I wish I was back there or anywhere overseas. It's so much than here honestly. Oh well, maybe next year? InsyaAllah.

In a couple of hours, 2011 no more. It's a new year. So happy new year to everyone! May next year be a better year for me. Graduation ...new job ...?? Moga dimakbulkan, insyaAllah.

Let's embrace the end of the year with reflection of the things we have achieved this year and hope for a better, fabulous one next year.

This year have been wonderful even with the challenges I faced each day.

Next year I hope to graduate with honors. I have final exam and internship to face head on before I graduate. Give me strength, Allah!

Gastric oh gastric. Will you please go away? You already attacked my stomach twice in a month until I got all sickly and tired from all the puking and awful pain.

Procrastination is like a credit card. It is a lot of fun until you get the bill! Damn. I gotta start doing my assignments.

The other day, I put Amy to sleep. I tried rocking her to sleep and sing because normally it works for Farhan. But not Amy. She loved stories. Not the Princess and her knight in shining armour, happily ever after stories but real ones. Like what you did yesterday, today. It was awkward as hell. I stuttered a lot in my talk. When it comes to telling stories with her, I just go blank. Normally I can talk a person's ear off. Gosh it was so embarrassing. Why can't she be normal babies like Farhan and Hannah?