I can’t stop laughing at Mama. She was pissed off because Farhan didn’t want her. She was taking care of him while our maid do her chores but then he cried. No matter what my Mom did he wouldn’t stop crying. I tried to take over but she insisted on holding him. Later she gave up and passed it to me. Immediately he stopped crying. So you can imagine how my Mom felt. Hehehehe. Sorry Mama~ Jangang marah yer. It’s not my fault he preferred me. I took care of him most of the time when the maid was busy doing her work.

There is no such thing as long term or true friendship in this world. At least not to me.

Enough said.

Not even a day passed and already I missed them. The next time we meet, will be in another three weeks. New life and new environment for all of us but still the same group of us, hopefully. InsyaAllah. I don't want anymore fights or backstabbing pretentious friends. I had enough of it to last me a lifetime.

I had a busy day today. Kak Nina woke me up at 8am to go breakfast with the family. I seriously could not even opened my eyes. I was so sleepy and tired from helping my friends moving out of their apartment. After breakfast, we went to Empire. My aunty shopped a little. I just looked around and basically play around and took photos with Amy :-))

We spent a few hours there then I sent Kak Nina and Amy home. Took short break at home then went to college. It was my last final exam. Thank God it was only English Language Proficiency 3. Basically grammar/comprehension stuff. It wasn't that hard but it wasn't easy either. I sent my friends back because it was raining then immediately went to Pyramid to meet my family. My aunty and cousin from Alor Star sure are in a mood for shopping.

So that's all for today. I'm off to bed. Toodles~

Bluekkk ..

Yucky yucky medicine. I hate it.

I’m tired. I'm cranky. I have the stupid flu and my throat hurts. I’m starting to get a headache from sneezing too much.

Just now Kak Nina called. She told me Amy was literally running to the sliding door because she thought me and my sister came to visit her. There was a honk, that’s why she was so excited. Poor little girl. I’ll come visit you soon ok? Miss you very much.

The moment he walked in, my world brightens and my heart skips a beat. Sounds like a total cliché, right? But really, I’m beginning to like him as more than a friend. I’m not sure when it started. Just know that I have a huge crush on him.

It’s just a crush which I hope in time will fade. No use liking him more than necessary because I am never going to have him. He’s way out my league. I don’t think he likes or wants me as more than a friend. I’m ugly. Fat. Annoying. I can bet you we are never ever going to be together. That’s why I hope my crush on him will be over soon. If this feelings turn into love, then I’m in a big trouble.

Third semester is coming to an end. My next semester will be at the new campus in Sunway. Not very thrilled but what to do.

Just got back from dinner with my cousin and family. So happy to see them especially my adorable little niece, Amelia a.k.a Amy2. She kept us well entertained during dinner. I adore her.

You only point out other people’s mistakes. What about yours? Sometimes you are so fake, do you know that? You are the oldest among us and yet you behave like a child. Tsk tsk tsk …

You hurt a lot of people, not just me, by your actions and underlying words. Seriously, if you only knew how many people are so fed up with your attitude. If you keep up with that kind of attitude, you will have no friends in the end.